Note for myself

I want to remember this time.  Things are getting darker, but they often do before the break you're begging for shows up.

The cancer will be what it is.  You just have to do the best you can.  You can't fight nature, you've got to do your best to make peace with her on her terms.  She will win, but that doesn't mean you can't too.

The rest will find a way somehow.  Somehow.  You can't see it yet. You just need time. You just need more time.  Hang on. You have to remain patient.  This will pass.  It won't always be this way.  It may never be great again, but there's still time for it to be good.  You just have to keep trying.

You have to keep getting back up.

You have to keep getting back up.

Don't stop getting back up.

What a weekend

I don't know where to start.  I think a little quote from Barney sums it up nicely: "I gotta get out of this nightfuckingmare!".

Beep Bop Boop

Internets.

Hi kids.  Hope you're all happy.

I think I'm done.

Hey Y'all it's been a fun ride but I think I'm going to shut this one down.  I will be available on Facebook, tell the same stories I would tell here.

I'm also thinking of starting a new blog dedicated to my battle with cancer, and all the things that unfortunately (or in some cases fortunately), come with it.  I/When I do, I'll announce it on the Facebooks.

Love to every one that bothered to read, and to those who have stuck by me through the years.  Catch ya' later.

How do you keep fighting

When there's nothing left you want to fight for?

"Hear me, my chiefs! I am tired; my heart is sick and sad. From where the sun now stands, I will fight no more forever." - Chief Jospeh

King Pyrrhus

Another such victory, and I shall be undone.

It's gonna be ok

It's gonna be ok
It's gonna be ok
It's gonna be ok
It's gonna be ok

Leaving these here as bookmarks

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Also, one year ago.  Two things are certain in life, change and death.

Optimistic but sad.

This place has been too heavy lately.

Here. Enjoy.

I'm glad I can watch Breaking Bad again.

This is a great show.  Also, I love my new motorcycle.  Buying it made no sense at all, and all I can think about it riding it.

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I guess I spoke to soon

Things HAD gotten but, it things aren't always what they appear to be.  This is a rough life.  They say that your trials prepare you for your future greatness, or something like that.  I don't know if that's the case, and I'm there's some people who endured the trials and never reaped a reward, but I sure hope so.

It's getting down to the wire.  10 years will fly by like nothing.  If something great is going to happen, I'd like to humbly ask that we get started.  I think the student is ready.  I want to shine and be shone upon.

Things have gotten better

Amazing what you can get if you ask for it.

Things get easier at some point...

Right?

Right?

Right?

Seriously life, dafuq?  Throw me a bone.

Well, there's always kittens.

It's like this

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